sorry please


Sorry I’m so late with my new book – I’m still in bed. I’ve been out of town for a few days and there are so many things I’ve been doing that I’m still trying to sort out after I got back. I’m also so happy to finally be back in the “real world”, but I’m not quite in the same place as I was before.

It’s been a hell of a long time since I’ve been in the real world. The last time I was in California was four years ago, when I flew to New York for the first time. For those of you who don’t know, I moved to the Bay Area in 2003 and have only been in the country ever since. I got back into the real world in 2008.

The first time is always the worst. You know your life is heading in the right direction when you get back in the same place you were when you first left. It takes a lot of planning for that not to happen.

I know. It’s a terrible feeling to be back in the same place you were before, no longer in your own body. To be back in the present, you have to leave behind the past, and that means finding your way back into the future. To be able to get that future back into your life, you have to be able to find your way back into the present.


The thing with the present is that it is always in the past. There is no such thing as the present. There is only the past. In the past we were in the future, and now we are in the present. There is nothing in the past that is in the future.

To be in the present, you have to remember the past. There has to be a memory at some point. A memory of someone telling you what to do. A memory of you doing it. The only way to remember that is to be in the present.

The only way to be in the present is to forget the past. To forget the past you have to have a memory of it. It’s not like you can make a memory. You can’t make a memory of something that doesn’t exist. You can have a memory of something that does exist. But to have that memory of something you can’t ever forget, it requires a memory of something else.

Basically, a memory is something you keep in your head. Like a map or a calendar or a list of things you want to do. But since you can’t ever be in the present of a memory (you can only be in the present of a memory if you have a memory of it), the only way to remember something is to have it in the past.

If you’re like me, or maybe you’re like a lot of other people, you probably remember things that happened in the past in some of your day-to-day life, such as seeing the same people or a place that you went to in the past. But that’s not enough to have a “memory” of something that you can remember.

To have a memory of something you would need to have it in the present of that something. To have a memory of something in the past, you would need to have it in your mind. In other words, memory is not a function of time.


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